"Hi. I'm not sure where to start. Uhmm." The face on the screen paused, unsure what to say. "I am Poppy Johansen and I am 15 years old, a Sophmore, and I'm making this video to show you what my life is like."
The screen went black, she must of shut the video camera off.
Her face filled the screen again. She was walking to school. Like she did everyday since 6th grade.
"Hi, me again. I know you probably don't like me or want to even look at me but I need you to. I need to show you what I go through. Everyday." Her tone was serious, she wasn't her normal joking self.
"I feel so alone here. No one cares about me here. No one likes me." Tears filled her eyes, and she quickly wiped them away. "You probably think it can't be that bad, but it is. Everyday I have to go through hell, all in there." She cut the camera to the school, then back to herself. "Sometimes, I think about it, ya know? Suicide. Sometimes I wonder if you are better off without me," She stopped for a moment, considering her words. "that is why I decided I am going to do it. Kill myself. Leave all this." She started walking up the steps to the school. Then, she started running up them. She dropped the camera, and all that was seen was her tiny feet running in the doors. A boy's hand picked up the video camera, and a voice filled the room. "Hey look what Poppy dropped." Another person spoke, but it was a girl this time. "That stupid slu.t was probably gonna video tape herself having sex with all the lame freshmens and then sell it to a porn website or something." The camera was pointed towards a girl, maybe 17, with long black hair and porcelin skin. "Hey Sel, what do you have to say to Poppy?" The voice was deep, mocking her. The girl smiled, "Oh Poppy. You are such a sl.ut. I hope you rot in hell bitc.h, you sure deserve to." She said it so sweetly it made me cringe. The screen went black again.
